God knows I want to write.

...but I think he's trying to teach me a lesson on patience. I've got writer's block like you wouldn't believe. I am amazed.

    I'm sitting here. Just because I've been sitting for about 5 hours now, I feel like life is over. I've wasted it! Oh, no! Part of me is like, "Relax, Melissa...it's okay to be lazy..." the other part of me wants to go running until the arms of God open up so I can collapse into them. Sheer physical exhaustion seems like a nice idea. Then, maybe, my mind will stop working. Oh, I feel lazy..

    Today I went back to school and it went surprisingly well...Oh look: A Cuesta Commercial is on TV.

I don't want to waste my life. If I don't do this tomorrow, stop reading this blog:

1. See Jesus.

2. Go running.

3. Write a few essays

4. eat healthy.

5. send money to a missionary...

6. write a letter of encouragement to someone. 

7. Smile at my fears. 

Seriously, folks. I've got to get on this. I feel better now that THAT'S of my chest. :)